CF43

My dear friend Ann Ruckert died Saturday night. I posted an appreciation yesterday at examiner.com, but I left out anything personal.

If you want to know about Ann, here’s the link. Otherwise, May Pang summed things up nicely: “For all who knew her, she was a fixture in our music community and had a very big heart.”

I sent the link to the friend that I mentioned early in this series, whom I ran into, to my great surprise and chagrin, at that first day at the cancer radiation clinic. Still not naming name, he’s another fixture in our music community, thereby another dear friend of Ann’s.

He recalled being included in “that rarified air” of Ann’s famous Sunday “salon” brunches at her West Side apartment, where he got to meet one of his idols, Ann’s close friend and songwriting legend Gene McDaniels (he wrote “Feel Like Makin’ Love,” a big hit for Ann’s friend Roberta Flack) in the dining room.

“I wanted to tell him how much his recordings and songs meant to me but that can be daunting sometimes so it might have been left unsaid,” my friend said. “The only lesson I can take away from this moment is this: Don’t wait. I can’t say I remember if I told Ann how much I admired her passion and strength. A few of my friends have died recently and I don’t know if they knew how much they meant to me.”

Well, my friend, that goes double, triple, quadruple for me. Ann was as much a friend to me as she was to everyone, yet I let my own health and other problems overwhelm me to the point where I fell out of touch and didn’t realize how ill she was, hence never got to tell her how much I, too, admired her passion and strength–and how much she meant to me.”

It’s a lesson I should have learned with Nick Ashford, Steve Popovich, Al Goldstein. Apologies to you all, wherever you are.

At least I know it had to be tacitly understood.

3 thoughts on “CF43

  • October 23, 2014 at 9:07 pm
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    Truly a Beautiful tribute to Ann, it brought tears to my eyes! We were so Lucky to have known and loved her!
    Bettina Curtis

  • November 2, 2014 at 1:20 pm
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    Thanks, Bettina. Much appreciated. I wrote another one, that wasn’t personal, at examiner.com, that you also might like. I think I linked to it here.

  • November 18, 2016 at 9:22 pm
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    To my dear friend ann ruckert..today, November 18, 2016 i just learned of your passing…my friend ann, YOU taught me patience, determination, LOVE WHAT YOU DO! Thank YOU my beautiful friend Ann. .RIP.. tailwinds my friend. .Love Charlene Marie Jones Boston, Massachusetts

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